addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
where are we; what the hell is going on
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
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don't know what's gotten to me nowadays. i get high so easily. on things such as mineral water or pictures of ttdurai. what's up with that man? i have this horrid history of having bad laughing fits. since pri 6 i think. once i went on for a solid 30mins. my form teacher got worried and sent me out of class to talk to me. it was scary because i couldn't control myself. not sure if it's stress-induced.. hm. but i do admit that laughing does help me to destress and gets me awfully happy. even for that minute or so. so forgive me if you find me laughing too much. haha it's really uncontrollable and i'm not trying to attract attention.
oh no this is so depressing. the stupid song is killing the life out of me. and i'm not even sick of it yet. but why is it killing the life out of me? because i find myself relating to the lyrics? or what! damn.
life is a song. as you go along, you compose the lyrics and notes. and then suddenly in the midst of this beautiful phrase, there's silence. bars and bars of rests. you try to find something to put into the empty bars. but it seems like there isn't anything to put in, but those very rests. silence. you don't understand- why.
i've been having awful dreams of teachers lately. klui was seen half naked in a glass house covered with velvet. EW. yuck. how perverse. what is up with that? msong appeared when she said she'd be on mc. or something. oh darn. sigh. that reminds me of rs. i'm dying. lijia i miss you :(
you don't care a bit.